But hey, while you're here, enjoy some recent Blogdrive entries:

Moon and Sun
Bloody...
Gah!
me: just thinking. that's a lot to think about. and thank you for sharing, by the way. that's a lot more serious and personal than we usually chat. J-person: well tell me to stop if you want your just someone that listens and gives good advice Alright. Fine. You all win. Geez, you can stop now! (Ok, not really. I'm secretly insecure and I love the encouragement... Or maybe not so secretly.)

Mystification
A tiny gesture may mean alot...
Its such a beautiful day with great misty weather after e heavy rain..m on ma way to meet ma fellow colleagues for discussion. suddenly had e urge to blog, in e bus. lol. well well..its been some time since i last talked bout ma life! hmmm..wad can i say? Its nv been better! heh. guess wad? my "left n right limbs" r back in ma life! awww...i jus knew it! due to e deep love for each other, how can gd pals ever leave each other for gd? hee..yea i admit once again, im e one tryin to reunite w em..w lil efforts here n there. but who cares?! lol. as long as i have them back w me...nth else matters. :) It was one fine evening when i was havin rdshow when wee wee called me out of e blue. i was talking to client n missed his call. when i saw 2 missed calls from him, i cldnt believed my eyes n rubbed my eyes to ensure im not dreaming. lol kuku indeed. i got all perked up n called him n asked him calmly.."hi u called?" muahwahah, deep inside me i was so excited n moved! my wee wee... (more)



POSsibilites
Better Me
It's been a long time since I've written an entry. But I'd just like to say that yesterday I started to a mission. To get to a size 12 by November 1st. But there are a couple of things I would like to say. First off, this does NOT mean I won't splurge for the holidays or that I'm on a mission to become skinny. I enjoy what I eat, and I have to enjoy what I eat if I ever plan on eating it again. So I'm not trying to find some Hollywood fad, or go on some crazy diet. I'm just trying to change my life. I think I look healthy at a size 12, and when I get there, if I think I'll look better at a size 8 or 10, I'll have a new goal. But for now, my goal is to get healthier. From the inside out. It all starts with the mental. Having a plan, staying positive, sticking to the plan, not allowing myself to talk myself out of or into things that I shouldn't. And then there's the physical. Taking care of myself so I can perform, not just workouts, but sleeping, reading, studying, working. I have an... (more)

whitey as white
its veri tiring...
hhhHHMmmm... and by the way..... so exhausted. i'm more tired than i've been in a long time....it's not just the "i didn't get enough sleep so i'm tired" tired. it's more of an "i've been working so hard that i just need to rest" tired. an exhaustion almost... at least i have tomorrow off.. but not fully rest for tomorrow cuz i need to attend a corporate dinner organized by my cuzen's comp... and i should be studying everything specially d global current issues in all my free time for d spa exam which ve been failed for 3 times!!! OHH goshhh... am i that stoopeed?!.. wish me luck my frens... My success, part of it certainly, is that I have focused in on a few things. - Bill Gates

Wings and Horns
Clueless
Am I less patient know? Because certain comments piss me off more frecuently and easily than before. I don't know if I grew colder or something due to my past experiences. I don't want to become what I so much hate. But I know there are things than I've turn sour to. I really want to believe, I really want to look at people with trust. But with some of them, I just can't... and I keep waiting for the backstab to come. That's why I don't believe we'll ever become true friends again.